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My name is Joanna and I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes at the age of 22. Other than having diabetes I am also an athlete, student, girlfriend, swimcoach, receptionist, boardmember, avid baker, and the list goes on... Interested to learn more? - then read my blog why dont you ;)

Working out with diabetes type 1 is a uphill battle...

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This morning on my way to work I biked by kungsträdgården and saw all the athletes doing the Ö till Ö tomorrow walking over to the harbor there.. I am guessing the prerace transportation out to Sandhamn was this morning. It really made me excited to work towards getting there myself eventually! To qualify for Ö till Ö either you have to place well in a qualifying competition (Amfibiemannen and Utö Swimrun are just two of them) or you have to win a spot in a lottery. Long term goal for me is to complete the Ö till Ö, but I am giving myself a few years until it NEEDS to happen :)
 
Yesterday I ran home from work, took a detour that I thught would make 10km (was only 9km). I thought starting on a bs at 11ish would allow me to run for about 55min only refueling maybe with some sugartabs. Already at 5km I started feeling that my legs were not responding as normal, therfore I took two sugar tabs and thought it would be okay, but then about 1.6km later they were not responding at all.. there was truly nothing in them to keep my knees moving up and feet forward. My head kept telling me to keep moving, but eventually my body said NO. I continued moving foward but walked instead and called Mr. C because I told him I would be home at a certain time and didnt want to worry him (it would take longer to get home walking). I told him I was struggling and the first thing he asked was if I had checked my sugar, I had not and did not want to because that meant taking off my backpack and I didnt have much energy to do so ( I should have figured that I had to test my sugar). He convinced me to take out my meter, at first I grab my wallet and am not really sure what I am doing (another hint that I am low), my bs was at 4.2.. not very low you might think? But I had been at 11 when I started running, so the drop from 11 to 4 is not the best while excercising - also - dropping below 6 never works for me while working out, I loose all energy, its like its immediately sucked out of my legs. He left home to go meet up with me since I wasnt feeling great (Isnt he awesome?? ;) )
 
Training with diabetes is an uphill battle that I am going to win! :)
 
One of the conquering diabetes days will be september 13th when I am running the Sthlm halfmarathon.
 
Later we had a great pasta dinner and I had my very longed for chill night on the couch! IT WAS SOOOOO NEEDED!!!
 
Now tonight I am preparing for starting school tomorrow... CANNOT BELIEVE I am going BACK TO SCHOOL again!!! I hope I meet a lot of awesome people and have a lot of fun tomorrow, we are ending the day with brännboll (swedish version of baseball, but more social and not as competetive) with my new classmates  :)

Getting a pump!

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Today I had my yearly doctors appointment and it went really welll! I am getting a pump in october! :) I really think it will help me manage my diabetes even better so that I can work out more and get a better result from it. They say getting a pump starts a new chapter in your life with diabetes.. I really hope it will improve my lifestandard!
 
I am debating on whether I want to get an omnipod or animas, but leaning towards omnipod! Will see what I decide, have to make my desicion this coming week! Do you have any advice or good information about any of them? please feel free to message me! :)
 
This morning we drove Mr.Cs mom and aunt to the airport, we have had a really good time, and I am looking forward to going over to the states over xmas to see his whole family again! 
 
Fanny and I worked out at the gym today before work, it was nice to workout with someone else and to catch up for sure!!! Then I worked until 8pm, I was soo tired.. have had to wake up before 6am two days in a row now! I am also working both sat and sun this weekend, then its school on monday!!! EXCITING!
 
I need sleep now! NIGHT

Bloodsugar rollercoaster and family visits

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Its been a week and half now since the Iron Man and I have definetely been motivated to do more races after that one.. Ive now signed up for Stockholm half marathon which is in 17 days. However, I do not want to sign up for the Kalmar Iron Man next year - why? you might wonder.. 

My reason is; I want to be able to improve my time the next time I do it and I need to become a better runner and cyclist to do that and I will not be able to reach those goals in just one year - it would be ME to sign up for next year thinking that sure I could pull that off! But after completing my first Iron Man I realize what goes into it, the past year has been filled with a lot of pressure and I have struggled quite a lot juggling diabetes, training and quite the instabile job situation. Now I am going back to school on monday and I am sure that will bring further changes to my everyday life, therefor I am going to give myself time before I do my next Iron Man. 

The goal I have put up for myself now is to train towards breaking 4hrs in the marathon, I have not set a time when I want it to happen, but I will train as hard as I can while still being kind to my body and not push my diabetes and health to its breaking point, like I have this past year. Do not get me wrong, I plan on training as much or more than I did last year, I just want to do it in a better and a less stressed/pressured way! 

Anhyhow.. enough about the GOALS! 

This past 8 days Mr. Cs mom and aunt have been visiting, even his brotherinlaw came in for the weekend (he was on a businesstrip in Germany). Its been an intense, eventful and exciting days showing them around the city. I really enjoy being a tourist in my own city from time to time - Stockholm is so beautiful!! STOLT 08:a!!

While they have been here I have worked a lot, more than half time last week and more than full time this week. So I am running on little sleep and rest, but I like it.. it keeps my mind of the bad bloodsugars I have been having. I have schedueled my work in the mornings, no late shifts so I have been able to join in on every dinner and I took a long weekend and had friday through monday off which was super nice! 

I have also gotten back into working out again after my Iron man, ran twice, did yoga, lifting and a bodyweight/cardio workout, so sore now haha but it feels good!

As I said my bloodsugar has not been the best, it's been up and down ever since the Iron Man, in the beginning I believed it was related to not getting much insulin at all for 24hrs during raceday (forgetting my lantus shot). But now I have no idea why it is acting this way. The past two days I have had good bs, the week before that I have had extreme highs of 20mmol/L (extreme for me) and had two hypos (bs below 3.5mmol/l) last week as well, before then I had not had a hypo in a few months. I know this must all be related to the Iron Man, but now I really dont know how to get back on track. As i said, the past 2 days it was good but then today it has been so crappy! I had a long workday yesterday between 10am-7pm and the whole time it stayed above 12, with a high of 18mmol/L. I fed myself with more and more insulin while eating something with a little carbs every time to help the insulin bite onto something and work better. Of course when I left work I plummeted and struggled making it to our dinner reservation at Hermans (was delicious). By the time I was eating I had already been agitated with Mr. C too many times.. It's bad, but when my bs drop like that I have no patience, what's good is that I usually don't take it out on anyone other than him or my mom, but they should not have to suffer - I need to get better at keeping it together at all times that's for sure!!

We went to Sandhamn the other day, was very beautiful!! Stockholm and it's surroundings are so awesome 👍😋





And before that we took emelie into the city and Mr. Cs mom took this awesome pic of us! 


Have a good one!

Race Report Iron Man Kalmar 2014

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"YOU ARE AN IRONMAN!" I get chills just thinking about it now afterwards, those were the words I heard when I crossed the finish line at 7:32pm on saturday night.. as I said in my previous post my goal was to finnish before 9pm, so I exceeded my expectations by almost an hour and a half. I am actually not used to exceeding my expectations because I always set high goals that are hard to reach, so this was a different feeling - I WAS SO HAPPY!! :)
 
I will go through race day from the beginning now.. it all started at 4.30am, woke up, was not very nervous and I was able to sleep through the whole night (6hrs). Had a good breakfast and took 2units of Novo Rapid (fast acting insulin), got a bit nervous as my CGM showed an arrow straight up, but after a short while it gradually leveled out and by the time I had to leave it on my bike to go over to the swim start I was at 11 - right where I wanted to be! :) My dad and I went to the front of the swim start, right before the start I started getting nervous, it was slowly sinking in what I had ahead of me that day.. 3800m swim, 180km bike, and 42.2km run!
 
The start went and off we were... I didnt see my dad until 2km from the finish line abotu 12 and a half hours later.. there is so much going on in the swim start it is impossible spotting anyone. I tried to stay out of peoples legs and kept to the side, the last thing I wanted was to get too stressed in the beginning - I reasoned that the swimming was my time to get a good time while not having to try so hard, thus already from the start I kept an steady pace and gradually kept pushing a bit more, at a little less than halfway I took the gel I had put into my wetsuit because I felt like I was loosing energy, but other than that it went pretty much as I expected - the swim time ended up at 58min, I wanted to swim faster than 1hr so I was happy! I was 5th woman out of the water including and 1st in my age group. 
 
Took it easy in the transition and tested my bs on the way over to the bike, it was at 7 I think. Thought that was good, but ate my banana like I had decided to do before the race. Got on my bike and started pedaling. From the start I kept a good pace without even trying, around 31km/hr average for the first 20km I believe, I also started drinking my energydrink and took a gel within the first 10min on the bike. 25km into it I realize DAMN! I forgot to take my Lantus (long acting insulin) in the morning!!! SHIIIITTT!!! I started panicking and tried figuring out a backup plan, my lantus was in my backpack that I wouldnt be able to get too until I finnished the whole race or quit (but wasnt about to do that). I decide that I will stop to check my sugar quite regularly just to make sure i wasnt spiking and if I was I would use the lowest dose I could give myself which was half a unit of the Novo Rapid that I had on me to get the bs down ( I figured that any more than that would most likely make me hypoglycemic) .. however, I never had to use it! It was like I was supposed to forget to take my shot that morning.. AWESOME!! My sugar stayed great allthroughout the ride, between 6.5-9.5mmol/L. I think that if I would have taken the lantus in the morning, I would have had too eat so much more and probably ended up with stomach issues - I WAS SUPER HAPPY! My diabetes did so well that day :P
 
Mentally the ride was difficult, just sitting on the bike for so long was both painful and quite boring, I was so happy to get to start the run eventually! There was no way I would quit this race, allthough the thought of "why the hell did I sign up for this stupid race" did occur more than once during that ride, especially going across Öland which was sooo windy!! The 180km took me 6hrs and 38min, 22min faster than I had hoped :P 
 
Took it easy in the 2nd transition as well and drank some energy drink (celsius) before starting my run. Bs was at 7 when I started running and legs felt decent but weird as they should when youve just gotten off the bike after almost 7hrs haha. After 2km I remember looking down at my watch thinking damn its only been 2km! But after that I got into it and felt really really good - huge surprise for me! ( I am not a runner, but goal is to get a lot better at it this fall ) Knees hurt form the start but my stride and energy level was good. I hade decided before the race to run the whole marathon except from the aid stations which were 2km apart, where I would walk and drink water, energy drink, and coke - and that was exactly what I did the whole way! :) happy about that! My energy was sooo good up until 30km, my average pace was at like 6.25min/km, faster than my marathon in May and I felt like I could go on forever. The 30km mark was right before leaving the city to take one last loop out in the suburbs of Kalmar (the running course was 3 and a half loops I think haha wasnt really keeping track and actually got a bit confuse haha). That was when I died, or at least my legs and energy level did. I dropped my pace up to 7.15-7.30min/km just from one kilometer to the next, I have no idea what happened - but I thought to myself "at least I am still running and not walking like a bunch of people that I was passing was" which gave me the strength to continue running instead of walking. Those last 12km were the hardest, I think I started crying during the last 5km and then with 2km left I was back into the city with the amazing crowd cheering - Mr. C, my mom and brother who had been cheering me on like such great troopers all day were there and so was my dad who finished at an amazing PB time for him 10hrs 31min! The last 1km went faster and the last 100meters to the finnish line (on the blue carpet) I sprinted against another guy that tried to overtake me before right before it... being the competetive person I am how could I have let him beat me!? :P haha I belive we finnished at the exact same time, theres a video of it which I will try to post later! My running time was 4hrs44min, only 7minutes slower than my marathon time from May, could almost not believe what I had done :)
 
I would advice everyone to do an Iron Man just for the feeling you have when you finnish it haha AMAZING!!!
 
My time was 12hrs and 32 minutes :) :) :)
 
My legs were dead, I had chafings everywhere, and I was probably super gross from a whole day of racing - but man was I the happiest person ever! :P 
 
 
 
 

SHORT PRERACE UPDATE

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We are now on Öland, the island close to Kalmar where THE race is held this saturday! Not much more left than 24hrs until start soon and the nerves are increasing.. it is so awesome to finally be down here, today we registered and visited the expoarea for the first time.. and for the first time it felt like THIS IS FOR REAL! It would be a lie to say I am not scared for what I am about to do, because I am.. but I am also very excited to get going, to see what my body can handle, what I am capable of, and how far I can push myself with this disease. 
 
Diabetes wise my bs has behaved this week, I have been thinking to rather take a little too much insulin than too little so I do not get high.. I figured that the week before the longest race of my life it is probably okay if I end up going a little low and having to eat.. thanks to my CGM (continous bloodglucose meter) I have been able to eat before going too low and taking extra insulin when I see that I am going high, my goal for this week has been to stay withing the range of 5-10 all the time, so I have been correcting bloodsugar levels at even 10 or 11mmol/L which I never do otherwise really. 
 
Tomorrow morning we are going in for a swim on the course at 7am, which is when the race starts on saturday as well, so it will be a good rerun of the actual raceday.. but that means that I need to go to bed now! Maybe I will take a nap tomorrow, because I have a feeling that tomorrow night will be a more sleepless night haha I am looking forward to the joy of crossing the finish line sooo much I am just going to have to get there no matter what!
 
I am aware I havent written about the hiking trip, but I have been too busy.. I will make sure to write a post about it sometime next week thought, it was a trip definetely worth writing about! THATS FOR SURE! So many great views, people and moment all wrapped up into one weekend! :)
 
Some pics of lately and sneak peak of the pics from the hike ;)
 
 
Nighty night <3

Energy bananas

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Soo we are back in the city again (stockholm) and getting back into the normal routine or the lack of it haha 
 
I work weird hours and different every day, yesterday I coached in the morning and worked at Friskis at night, today I had to run errands and then coached at 2pm, tomorrow I am coaching in the morning and then working at Friskis at night again.. on Thursday though, I am going away for the weekend on a hiking trip!
 
Why??? you may ask.. Actually did not know if I could write about this yet but since my name and picture is now on the website I can.
 
 
Since the spring I am a part of the youth diabetes organization board (Ung Diabetes) here in Sweden and I have for the past months worked on arranging a hiking trip up north (Höga Kusten) that is happening now just in a couple of days!! I am both nervous and excited, hope everyone will enjoy their time and the weather will be good! :) I am super excited to be a part of the organization and have already learned so much, both in regards to diabetes and other things like arranging activites :P
 
This weekend we will walk about 30-40km in 3 days, so I will consider that my training for that time, however I am hoping to swim a little in the lake thats by the place we are staying at, if my shoulder will allow it! The Iron Man is not far away now and today I stocked up on some energy gels, bars, and drinks. 
All the energy I will need to make sure I definetely have enoguh equaled to about 18 gels, 1 container of energy drink, 3 energy bars, 1 protein bar, and hydration/carb tabs. I realize that this is probably more than I need during the race ( I will definetely not finnish the whole energy drink container :P) however, what I have learned from the marathon and training rides is that I usually bring too little rather than too much, so I will not make that misstake for the Iron Man! :)
 
I also purchased a running hat, I have been looking at different ones in like all the swedish sport stores and initially wanted a vizor, but there were like none in any of the stores, other than for golfing. So I ended up with this cool one from Nike!
 
 
Tonight Mr. C and I went out for Indian food, it was delicious!!! :) We have had a very good day today, a lot to do which I like. We went to the stores to pick up all the energy supplies and the hat together, I got to borrow my parents car for the day so that was awesome!! It is such a freedom to drive everywhere, it is nice to be able to do it from time to time, THANKS mom and dad! Today I realized I have had my license for almost 6 years now, CRAZY! :)
 
One of the nights at the summer house Mr. C and I went to some cliffs by the open ocean called Valön, we went there at sunset after two very windy days... it was so cool!! 
 
I should start packing... maybe tomorrow haha
 
NIGHT
 

Food habits - thoughts

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Sitting in a way too crammed car (my brother, Mr. C and myself in the backseat, me in the middle :( ) on the way home from the summerhouse. During these rides it's easy to start thinking pretty deep, I find it therapeutic though! :) 

Just ate an egg sandwhich, I always get hungry during these car rides, but I feel like it's more the lack of doing anything that makes me want to eat.. Normally many unhealthy things are consumed during these long car rides. But I've been avoiding sugary stuff since Thursday last week. While eating my eggsanwhich I started thinking "ugh I always eat so much during rides", then I realized that I am not this trip because everything that I am eating is healthy. Are you confused?! What I've noticed is that if I only eat good and pretty healthy meals and snacks then I do not have to think as much about how much I eat, especially because I work out quite a lot!! 

I love food and I think that not eating sugary stuff such as candy, ice cream, deserts or cinnamon buns, is allowing me to eat as much real/good food as I want!! To me this is awesome and it's also helping me keep a more leveled bs and energy level. All those sweets are dense in calories and low in nutrients, thus not good for me. With my diabetes I am more prone to develop other health problems in the future and eating less sugar will most likely allow me a longer life, as it would to anyone, with or without diabetes. I am also thinking about going vegan for a month and then see if it helps me feel better - even though I love my egg sandwhich! 

I've noticed that people question my eating choices sometimes, it seems they are of the opinion that you only live once so why limit the things you are allowed to eat! For me though, it is not about that, I'm just trying to figure out how to live my one life feeling energetic and healthy, because since I got my diabetes I have struggled - limiting or choosing a better diet for myself is the least I can do for myself to live a good and long life!