freaking pissed
Kategori: Allmänt
I just wrote the longest blog post ever and it was all deleted, now I have to rewrite it!! this is not someting that you want to have happened to you when you are already down for other things, these other things in my case was looking at posibly job opportunities, I have thought about becoming a cop in the past, but dont know if I would want to... however I just looked up the requirements, and you cannot become a cop when you have Type1 diabetes... Here I am trying to prove that anything is possible with type 1, but the government, or someone, is putting down restrictions.. another thing that I have heard is that they are putting more restrictions on type 1s when it comes to their driving, we have to have better sight than "normal" people to keep our license. Totally not fair! Up until 10months ago I could do anything I wanted, but now I cannot anymore.. DAMN it, thats DEPRESSING!! Thats not how I should be thinking!! gotto focus on the things I can do I guess right? Then comes the question, what do I want to do? I want to do something that will help others like me realize that there are very few things that they cannot not do because of their diagnosis.. I am very interested in sports and have noticed a lot of other type 1s are hesitant about working out, and often put limitations on that. But I believe that it is possible to work out just as much as a non diabetic. I will have to admit that before my diabetes it was a lot easier for me to work out a lot, however, today I had some success! For the first time since my diabetes I was able to do two workouts really well with motivation! :P SO EXCITED!!!!
Another thing I am excited for is that its OCTOBER! Mine and my brothers birth month, PLUS NEXT MONTH MR.C GETS HERE!! So excited to show him Europe and Sweden, we are going for a trip to the swedish mountains on new years already, cannot wait!!
Tomorrow I am working at KISTA MÄSSAN as an host and then going to the folks to celebrate my brothers bday, he is 21!!! OMG!!! Earlier tomorrow I am going to the hospital at 8am already, getting some stats and a much needed talk to get out some diabetic frustration! then I am gonna go to the gym, my weight workouts have been sucking lately, hopefully tomorrow it wont!
Unfortunally this post didnt turn out to be as long, new plan, write more often and shorter posts, these long posts are prob not as fun anyways, rather than a regular one or two shorter posts every day.. it seems to be the trend on these blogs anyways.
Some pics from instagram below:

delicious sandwhich, tomato, basil mozzarella YUMMY

MY POOL ;)

Beautiful fall colors!
NIGHT PEEPS